31.8.04 ;

"..i guess we realise that not
everything can be solved with just
a cry out loud to mummy."

I NEVER did have a mummy to cry
to. Or rather, i NEVER wanted
to cry to her. She was there.
But that was all. It was always
my dad i ran to when i scraped
a knee or when i tumbled down
the stairs. Even til today, it's
still my dad i go to when a
haircut goes wrong, when i got
promoted from a Corporal to a
Sergeant and when i have a
terrible tiff with my bestfriend.

That about sums up the
relationship i have with my
dad. But believe it or not;
i never told him i love him.

Sometimes i wonder if he
knows how much i really do.

Gloria, if you're reading this,
Thanks so much for yesterday. :)

Me to you ;
If it makes you happier,
it's gone..so will all negative (?)
feelings towards each another..
if only all would stop bringing
up the topic.