10.8.04 ;

Fiddled around with my template
and made a whole new temp.
i looove this new temp.
Self-satisfaction ! :)

You think no one hears your song,
but in actual fact; we're singing
the same song. <3

Asm:
I thought i've cried enough.
Then came your 'letter'..read
it, and cried again. I feel like
sucha sissy baby, (how ever is
that associated with crying) but
well, that's besides the point..

I've mentioned this earlier but
i'll mention again; i'll miss
Sgt Liying & Asm most. Not
because i'm bias & most definitely
not because of favouritism.

We know we love 'em. We'll
miss 'em but face it, one day,
they'll just slip off our minds..
and who do we remember?
The ones who gave us hell.

I can't thank you both enough
for putting up with my nonsense
and moodswings. I'm sure it
was hell for both sides. It came to
a point where i labeled you guys
'bitch' and i'm sure, there were
moments you simply feel
like gagging me and slipping a
noose around my neck.

But no, you put up with me
(not that you could actually
strangle me.) and taught me
what it is to be an NCO.
Alot of patience hmm ? It took
quite some time for the information
to be processed but eventually it did.

You know, i never thought
the part Cs and NCOs would feel
such attachment to eachother.
We always felt distant. And
we felt that you all would never
understand how we feel. Esp
when hurting words comes lashing
out of your mouth half the time.
And though we wanted to see the
glory on your faces, more often
than not, we see the disappointment.
Having almost always been the
letdowns, we wanna THANK YOU
for not giving up upon us. :)

The last few days had been very
happy/emotional/sad/mixed (?)
and memorable and have certainly
tied the bond between us.
(( finally.. ))

It's sad, how we come to see
the beauty in eachother, the
importance of eachother only
when it's time to part.

No words can really express
how i feel so..i should really
stop trying. Then again, maybe
i just suck at writing.

It's late, i'm turning in.
Last but not least,
Part Cs love you.
((I'm sure.))
Well at least,
i do. <3