30.9.04 ;

Broken vow;
I fell into my own delirium
of seethe..again.

The things you do are so
close to carcinogenic.
Now, even the mere sight
of you is. Give me a break,
you sick maggots;
leave me alone .

It's days like this i feel i'd
crumple. It's days like this
i know i'm not going to get
better and I wonder if this
place is going to be able to save
me afterall.. I don't know,
i miss so many things.

September has been a terrible
month. Goodbye September,
HELLO October. Now, don't
disappoint me. :)

I am going to visit the nice
people who have nice tight
white jackets and live in rooms
with padded walls. Somebody,
help me find my way back
to sanity again.

Period.

PS. Don't bother messaging me,
my phone got confiscated.